beautiful dysphoria - trans, LGBT poem - J by PyroShadow18, journal
beautiful dysphoria - trans, LGBT poem - J
This is a new poem. Thanks for reading this.
It's my first trans poem. Though it's technically a story.
Take care okay.
We love you.
~J
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beautiful dysphoria
Written by: J
Date: October 10, 2017
Time: 6:52 PM
take care..
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beautiful dysphoria
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resist.
Your charms won't work on me dear sir.
I told myself that a thousand times.
I had my eye on you for some time.
The occasional glance.
Then quickly, back to my school bag.
It's not accepted.
I know you had a girlfriend.
Or, at least it seemed to be.
I was happy for you.
Maybe, if I were born a girl, I could be her.
Than it would be alright.
I saw yo
I Have So Many Phobias by AndreaSemiramis, journal
I Have So Many Phobias
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[ ] Ablutophobia – fear of bathing, washing, or cleaning
[ ] Achluophobia – fear of darkness
[X] Acrophobia – fear of heights
[X] Agoraphobia – fear of places or events where escape is impossible or when help is unavailable.
[X] Agraphobia – fear of sexual abuse
[X] Agrizoophobia – fear of wild animals
[X] Agyrophobia – fear of crossing the road
[ ] Aichmophobia – fear of sharp or pointed objects
[ ] Ailurophobia – fear of cats
[ ] Algophobia – fear of pain
[ ] Amychophobia – fear of being scratched
[ ] Androphobia – fear of men
[ ] Antho
Please don't leave me
I won't.
Why do you think I will?
Tell me how I'm different
How I'm special
How you love me
You're more real than them.
You're more real than anyone I know.
I see so much more than them in you.
I like you.
You're different.
What's 'real'
Who's 'them'
What is it that you see inside of me
Tell me to stop
That it's disgusting
That I'm disgusting
But tell me
That you care about me anyway
I would
Except I don't lie
So I'm sorry
But you're not disgusting
You say that
As if you know
What I am
I think I do
I've known you for a long time
I haven't seen anything wrong
You're perfect
People like me
We hide what we are
Very well
Why should you have to
So that people like you
Who lie to us
Just to get inside
So that people like you
Who we trust
No questions asked
Don't tell the world
Ouch
That hurts
I haven't given you any reason
Not to trust me
It's repulsive
What I am
I'm repulsive
There is n
I think
It's best
If you leave
But I don't want to
I like you
I don't want to go
To lose you
I'm not giving you
Much of a choice
Leave
No
Why
Why do you want me to
Why should I
I'd rather have you leave
It hurts much less
Than when I lose you
Well I'm not
I'm not leaving you
I haven't left you yet
Why do you think that will change