Bad CreaturesI can see right through your tacticsBad Creatures by Regal-Pinion
I guess to you this is just practice
A pitied pawn who’s told the fact is
He’s used by a benevolent fascist
Take no aim but take all actions
Cutting corners and claiming factions
A piece of us fell apart
From love to loss to death to ashes
Hold me – No hope here
Knowing secrets you wish to share
You speak in chords and mumbled taunts
Perfect girl as my confidant
Hold me –Truth be clear
You’re going forward to nowhere
You weaken lords with humble wants
And starve them ‘til their faces gaunt
You and I are just bad creatures
On a journey for retribution
Misguided by our slighted hearts
Fueling our own alienation
Broken full moons and lace pieces
Spoken hush notes hides in matrices
Graphite confessions in folding creases
Half-righteous lesson mocked by Jesu
InsideEveryone is supposed to have a dream, right? Some crazy, impossible wish that they know will never actually happen? You’d think that, but not everyone things that way. Alicia, for example, never thought that way. She was much more down to earth than all of the other teenagers that scampered around the neighborhood at night. Unlike them, she didn’t bother selling power from her pockets to pretentious passersby in the night. She knew better than that. She knew better than to pretend that if she spent enough time down an alleyway she could find a way out. Grimy streets littered with broken bottles weren’t so bad once you stopped looking up for something better, she decided. She knew she was trapped in a life she had never chosen, and one she certainly would never escape.Inside by BethyLuv215
Fingers gripped the inside of the window ledge. They gripped so tightly that they almost blended with the white painted wood. White fingers let go with a startled shutter, and color slowly began to creep
heartbreak_4I still wonder sometimes..heartbreak_4 by PyroShadow18
Did it ever cross your mind?
Or maybe you just didn't notice?
Or maybe you never cared..
Who knows now..
It's a little disappointing.
But then, maybe I was expecting it..
You never loved me, did you?
You called me lust.
Maybe that's okay.
I may have been your play date.
Just a fun little pet.
Cute Little One.
You called me that once..
Thinking back on it now, it was all for nothing..
Was I truly just a mat for you to walk on?
I gave you a baby..
We'd spent many nights together.
Under the same roof..
Beneath the same bed..
I gave myself to you.
In complete love.. At least I thought so..
It was something I'd never done before..
Then afterward, you would be angry with me..
Over... nothing really..
Sure.. it was nothing..
I started to feel.. separated..
People can change..
I called her Flower.
She was beautiful.
At least, I thought so..
Later on, we'd spend our days yelling back and forth.
..It was always loud.
I turned to dri
Dancing with ButterfliesShe was dancing with butterflies in a disorienting world. A chaotic expanse of a mind barely absent sent her soaring into the stars, unaware of the desolation left in an ongoing rampage. Reality was an illusion; a long forgotten memory and an old friend lost in the passing of time. Her grasp on sanity was a laughable hallucination; a deception of grandiose ideas and irrational behaviors from a reason abandoned. To her, everything was wonderful and magical, dancing amongst the butterflies of true madness.Dancing with Butterflies by PennedinWhite
consciousness_2the fan is goingconsciousness_2 by PyroShadow18
the music is hopping around
Still, one can never be too careful...
People are different. It's not a big deal.
Maybe that's why..
I asked the moon who her lover was. She didn't answer. Which was fine at the time.
They say I'm crazy. It makes me laugh.
And I've been stuck in this room for months.
What are you thinking? I ask the mirror.. Surely, the mirror will answer me.. Surely.
Maybe I'm a girl.
Or a boy..
Or both.. Surely that's okay too though, right?
Actually, I may never know.
Never respond, or make a response of any kind..
You can hear it, right? The beeping. The machines, keeping me 'alive.'
I wander an endless ocean of thoughts and emotions.
My physical body trapped, so I walk with spiders. And the creatures of the night.
I'm not special though Nope. Definitely not.
I just live here...
Where is here? I ask, like a child..
But maybe I am a child?
Am I a child?
Or an adult?
Does that matter too? Surely, when I open my eyes one day, they'll let me know
Bound in WhiteBreathing in the scent of starsBound in White by Rosary0fSighs
gauze and Betadine and
the florid notes of hope
linger in doorways
ground shut on the back stairs
a two-at-a-time descent.
Donate to this Link and Get a Wristband.Donate to this Link and Get a Wristband. by Chudames
My NAMIwalk for Mental Illness is almost here! It is on Saturday, June 4th in Kirkland, Washington. That means there is only a few days left to reach the Team goal of $500! We are currently at $270.43. Help us reach our goal before June 4th! Any donation over $3 gets a "Keep Your Head Up #IAmStigmaFree " wristband until I run out. 4 bands are going into the mail this afternoon. Thank you for your support! <3 <3 <3
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I Have So Many PhobiasAI Have So Many Phobias by AndreaSemiramis
[ ] Ablutophobia – fear of bathing, washing, or cleaning
[ ] Achluophobia – fear of darkness
[X] Acrophobia – fear of heights
[X] Agoraphobia – fear of places or events where escape is impossible or when help is unavailable.
[X] Agraphobia – fear of sexual abuse
[X] Agrizoophobia – fear of wild animals
[X] Agyrophobia – fear of crossing the road
[ ] Aichmophobia – fear of sharp or pointed objects
[ ] Ailurophobia – fear of cats
[ ] Algophobia – fear of pain
[ ] Amychophobia – fear of being scratched
[ ] Androphobia – fear of men
[ ] Anthophobia – fear of flowers
[X] Anthropophobia – fear of people or the company of people
[ ] Aquaphobia – fear of water.
[ ] Arachnophobia – fear of spiders
[X] Astraphobia – fear of thunder and lightning
[X] Atychiphobia – fear of failure
[X] Autophobia – fear of being alone or isolated or of one's self
[ ] Automatonoph
Multiple vs. MPD, DID, DDNOSRogan: Hey Sneak. We're multiple, right?Multiple vs. MPD, DID, DDNOS by BaaingTree
Rogan: So, does that mean we must have Multiple Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, or Dissociative Disorder Not Otherwise Specified?
Sneak: Nope! Not at all!
Rogan: Care to elucidate on that?
Sneak: Sure! First of all, we flunk the diagnostic criteria for MPD or DID.
Rogan: *claps hands to face* Gasp! How can that be?
Sneak: Easy. To have DID or MPD, you don't just rent out your mental real estate. People have to take over control of the body, and you have to have trouble remembering important things. We fulfill the first and second parts, but our memory problems are pretty much negligible
[if you have a song you'd like put up here drop me a note]
Beautiful - Christina Aguilera - www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAfyFT…
Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz - www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_SI2E…
Nothing to Lose - Billy Talent - www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGUw0u…
Adam's Song - Blink 182 - www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MRdtX…
This Time Imperfect - AFI - www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjC4bw…
Manic Street Preachers - From Despair to Where - www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7JTXZ…
Pink - Long way to Happy - www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMJwCS…
Sia - Breathe me - www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSH7fb…
Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick
P!nk - F**kin' Perfect - www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocDlOD…
Marilyn Manson - The Nobodies
Röyksopp - What Else Is There? - www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLpkXt…
Goo Goo Dolls - I'm Still Here (www.youtube.com/watch?v=ba1UFP…)
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